a major "fuck you"

okay. so im REALLY getting sick of my family, which, i guess, i snormal for someone my age. but im REALLY getting sick of them!! im basically mymom's bitchslave. and today i was telling my mom my list of colleges that i want to apply to and one of them was westfield. and if i do decide to go there, i'd have to live there. that's not settling too well with my father. he wants me to live at home because he wants to control everything that i am doing. he even said during a fight that we were having and i quote (verbatum!!), "...I control you!...". yeah, i don't think so!!!! I AM going to live at college if i want! THEY aren't paying for aNY of my college fees!!! we've already discussed this to some degree! they said, "We aren't going to support you financially while you're in college". does it get ANY more clear than that? if im paying for my college education, im going to go where i want if i can get the scholarships and get loans, etc. and i will stay there! just WAIT till im eighteen & get a tatto without him and without his consent or knowledge!!! that will be a giant FUCK YOU to him and it will only make me smile no matter HOW red in the face he gets!!!! but im only going to get the tatto if im sure that i want it.