Okay, now that biznatch REALLY pissed me off...

okay, jamie something-or-other. i'm not sure if you know her, but she was on my somewhat-likeable list until i got back friggin emails from her about some stupid volunteer thing! I have explained to her on multiple occassions that i can not attend most of the 4h meetings she hosts because i'm freaking busy out of my god damned mind! i explain why i cannot go to a meeting because i either have softball, i have to work at my aunt''s barn (which is happening a hell of a lot more than usual..), i have school work, quarterlies, stupid esci projects, midterms, homework, going to work out at the gym, or i'm just about ready to kill myself from stress ! *sigh*. anyways, i volunteered to work a shift at some horseshow because she asked me if i wanted to, i said sure if she didn't mind giving me service hours for it. then she freaking emails me back saying sure, as long as i attend the next three meetings which wouldn't be so bad if i DIDN'T HAVE SOFTBALL GAMES IN FREAKING WORCESTER OR AT NASHOBA OR AT BLASCKSTONE ON THAT DAY AND I WOULDN'T B BACK TILL 8:00! yeah, it happens. so i don't know what the hell to f*ing do; either blow off my softball coach even MORE (even though before io've had legitimate excuses with notes from doctors, etc & i just don't want to skip softbal again!), or blow off my riding director that i will have to deal with all summer and go to meetings with ten year olds! HELP ME! I KNOW i'll get shit from her all summer! Oh yeah, the one other 18 or 17 year old girl that goes there and is very likeable does not have the schedule i ahve because a) she does not have an all year round job, just summer, b) eyah, she does participate in one sport in the fall c) she does not have as much homework as she has ebcause she's stupid and d) she wouldn't do it anyways because she's stupid. oh yeah, jamie doesn't wnat to seem 'harsh' but, it's "only fair that i attend the meetings just like veryone else..." SHUT UP BITCH!!!!! okay. i feel better now, but that still, unfortunately, does not solve my problem....