I am so sick of them!

Okay, it has been agreed upon in the past that when I'm angry I tell them that I want to be left alone and don't want to talk about whatever. So last night i went on a drive to clear my mind and when i came home my dad flipped out on me because he wanted to talk about something that i didn't want to, and i also said that i wanted to be left alone. hence the driving by myself. and he says he wants to talk about it anyways and that i need to sit down. i say i don't need to sit down and this goes back and forth for awhile until i get really pissed and start swearing. Long story short, they said this all could have been avoided if i had said i didn't want to talk about it in a respectful and calm manner. THIS IS WHAT I FUCKING DID EARLIER!!!!!! Now i am no longer talking to my parents other than when necessary. And i know that i will not regret this later nor will i EVER change my mind! They DO NOT LISTEN TO ME even when i say it in a 'respectful' manner and now whenever i say something to my mother she says, "what did you say?" and asks my dad if i said in it a "respectful or disrespectful manner". Fine. i don't need to talk to them about anything personal. It's them who wants to know what's going on in my life, i don't give a shit about what they think or what's going on in their lives. They just made it worse for themselves. I know i sound like a normal teenager and that this shit will just blow over and later on in life i'll love them and respect them and i'll no longer remember this in, oh, about a week? Nope. Being the ignorant and stubborn person that i am, i don't forget. And i mean it. Ugh. I am so over this. *sigh* And if they want to know what's going on in my life, then they can visit my blog. I'll give them the address. And if they want they can leave messages and i will read them. There. That's the perfect relationship! They read what i'm thinking and leave comments with their thoughts and feelings. *sigh* again.

I loathe how i sound like a stupid teenager. But HEY! I'm *different* from any other teenager because atleast i can recognize that i'm a stupid one! I don't care.

I think i should be a little hesitant to give my mother my blog address because this could lead to an unwanted and unnecessary confrontation that could only worsen our "situation". Oh well, what the hell? what do I have to lose form the "relationship" i have with my parents? It's already strained....