Saturday, May 31, 2008

Ugh...

thOkay, I am so sick of her! *sigh* and this is never going to change because every time she over-analyzes and acts as if I'm the same as my three older siblings and that I do things for attention like my stupid cousin. This is why I don't talk to her. Okay. I've been stuck with m,y stupid family all week because my sister Jen and my neice are in town. FYI: I love them and like them. So anyways, my entire retarded family is sitting at the table playing a game of cards and my mtoher says that I have to ride my sister's horse two times a week because a: my sister can't and b: softball is over. I'm like "No, I don't want to. I want to be done with horseback riding for a bit, I've told you this" Which "I HAVE! And she's like "No, you're not.... You're just doing this because there's an audience". *angry/ frustrated sigh*. I'm so sick of ehr! She does not listen to me no matter what the subject is about, or what I say, ANYTHING! and I told her, "This is why I don't talk to you anymore about anything! " And then she shakes her head like I'm some stupid kid! I mean yes, Margaret, I am a dork, but you have to admit that I'm not really stupid. And now they're complaining because I'm supposedly 'talking to my friends'. LEAVE ME ALONE! I obviously don't want to talk to you! I'd rather be doing this than be in the same room as you! Now they're talking about me like I'm some evil person and I'm a bitch not talking to them or being the same room as them! Some tlaking about me or to me as if you know everything that I'm doing! Since I'm obviously not talking to you about my problems so I have to let steam/frustrations out somehow.... You know, I'm really tempted to give her my blog address so she can read this, but at the same time I don't want to let her in on my life... And it is, honestly, all her fault. She's analyzing my thoughts when it's not even true or respectful, she's being disrespectful to me regardless of whether she wants to believe /admit it or not!
*sighs angrily* She does not see me as an individual, she feels as though she knows everything about me when we all know that that's not true! This si why I don't share things with her/ talk to her other than when deemed necessary. otherwise, I'm just being a Bitch and I'm okay with that.

1 comment:

Me, Myself, and I said...

I really wished my music worked. Just so you know. Um. You're less of a dork than ...dim? 'S not your fault in any case. Like other people. Who should not talk to me.