i don't want to talk to you anymore about anything ever again because you, just like EVERYBODY ELSE, just makes me feel like a total idiot

yeah, guys, that's pretty much slef-explanitory. im so sick and tired of being the butt of everyone's stupid jokes!!! just because i don't understand something or don't know the meaning of a word does NOT mean i'm fucking stupid!!! I'm typing this rather quickly because i have to go make cookies with my fuckinga-hole of a mother before i "lose my cool"again, and get all "dramatic"....i guess it's a little hard for you to catch onto what i'm talking about because you're always caught up in what my other siblings are doing??? let's see.... like: EVERYTHING having to do with Jen, making sure that my 24 year old brother makes it to work on time, cleans his room, and doesn't skip his college classes. and oh yeah! we can't forget carolyn!!! with her depression and stress!!*hinthintsarcasm* she goes to school 4 days a week, if that!, works at a grocery store part time and lives at home without having to pay rent or anything! *gasp!*
i'm not saying that i have the worst life ever... i don't !!! i'm honestly, very grateful for everything my aprents have done for me, but whenever i do talk to my mtoher about something that is bothering me, etc, which to be honest isn't very often, she makes it seem as if it's nothign and that i'm creating drama out of nothing and that when i do say something on a serious matter, such as religion, or her patronizing my competance, i'm completely wrong and that everything i do and say is for attention..
why thank you for showing so much concern, mom!!.... NAHT!!! but let's remember, i'm no marissa!!! well, i mean, atleast not yet!!! i haven't gotten pregnant on purpose yet just so my boyfriend could stay with me and then get an abortion to keep the attention on me!!! AND OH WAIT!!! let's not forget the wedding!!! i wasn't as bad with jen's wedding as marissa is with tammy's.... i'm not criticising the ring in front of both the bride &groom -to-be and i am managed to keep my bad thoughts about jen's dress to myself whereas marrissa told tammy right in front of her face that she thought her wedding dress was ugly.....

here's a HUGE hint for those who don't know me or aren't familiar with my typing style and attitude, 99% of the entire latter paragraph is completely saracasm... i would enver talk to someone that way, never mind think those things!!!! but hey, according to my mom i'm JUST LIKE marrissa, who DOES do those things. ugh, whatever. i'm so tired of this. and by the way, when i'm angry about one thing, i don't stay angry at the same person when i'm doing something else. i only stay angry at that person when talking about that one specific incident; i don't "transfer" my anger from one thing or person to the next..... i guess i'm not THAT MUCH OF A BITCH *sigh* are you keeping up with figuring out what's sarcasm and what's not?!?!?!?